i understand; at least when i want to.
knowing what makes me happy is sometimes the hardest thing to lose
shallow as i may be as deep as i want to
this love is brighter
this life is higher
one heart is wider
one heart
alone.
All that matters is what you do it all comes back on you
all the love you give, it should come back to you
Oh the lights on, it's shining on your side
Decided i'm wasting time on mind games with you
You can play the part, and run away
I will be the fool, who gets to play
Cause i have a heart, getting in the way
Gets to play the fool another day
Ah it's nice if you've got love, it's all you need
I'd like to think that love is everything
Oh it should be, it's shining on your side
Decided i'm spending time falling for what's not true
The memories fade
Like looking through a fogged mirror
Decision to decisions are made
And not bought,
But I thought this wouldn’t hurt a lot.
I guess not
maybe i don't need anyone......
....
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Monday, June 29, 2009
isolation
Although this might be your day to return to work, it also offers you a bit of solace that may have previously been elusive. You might have a feeling of isolation, even in the midst of others. Fortunately, your current aloneness can be reassuring, for it offers you space to think about an unresolved issue without having to report every thought back to someone else. Enjoy the solitude while you can, for it won't last very long.
edc was the best two days of my life.
kaskade was my fave by far.
sung my heart out to all his songs.
got to talk to some people.
didnt say as much as i'd like.
life's alright though.
im okay
=]
<3
edc was the best two days of my life.
kaskade was my fave by far.
sung my heart out to all his songs.
got to talk to some people.
didnt say as much as i'd like.
life's alright though.
im okay
=]
<3
Thursday, June 25, 2009
michael jackson.
no, im not going to write about him.
lmao but r.i.p
=]....
ummm back from vegas.
really needed time away. it was relaxing
but it actually feels nice to be home.
made me forget alot of things i was holding onto.
mybackisnowturnedonyou.
today's dad's bday. happy birthday
he's 50 wow. getting old.
itss crrrazyyy.
as we were driving home from vegas, he was speeding.
got pulled over & the cop looked at his idea, and gave him a warning cuz it was his bday. lol=]
niice.
mmhm tomorrow edc.
came so quick.
can't wait.
not much to write about today.
going to bed im exhausted & waking up early tomorrow.
<3
BYE!.
"Try not to let old emotional hurts get in the way of any praise that now comes your way."
lmao but r.i.p
=]....
ummm back from vegas.
really needed time away. it was relaxing
but it actually feels nice to be home.
made me forget alot of things i was holding onto.
mybackisnowturnedonyou.
today's dad's bday. happy birthday
he's 50 wow. getting old.
itss crrrazyyy.
as we were driving home from vegas, he was speeding.
got pulled over & the cop looked at his idea, and gave him a warning cuz it was his bday. lol=]
niice.
mmhm tomorrow edc.
came so quick.
can't wait.
not much to write about today.
going to bed im exhausted & waking up early tomorrow.
<3
BYE!.
"Try not to let old emotional hurts get in the way of any praise that now comes your way."
Monday, June 22, 2009
perspective
Monday, June 22, 2009
Scorpio (Oct 23 - Nov 21)
This is a positive New Moon for you, although it's not without a component of emotional drama. You like that you have a strong sense of who you are, what you want and what you don't. It's great that your perspective is so intense that you are willing to stand up for what you believe. But you need to tread softly now, for you could provoke a needless conflict if you resort to aggressively posturing over something that's just not that important. Channel your intensity into meaningful activities instead.
put things into perspective for me.
really.
I do have a strong sense of who i am
& i def. know what i want & DO NOT WANT.
but the main part that got me.
"but you need to tread softly now, for you could provoke a "needless conflict" if you resort to addressively "posturing over something that's just not that important".
basically get the fuck over it.
haha put my effort my time & my heart into something meaningful..
<3
xoxoxo.
tooodles.
vegastime
Scorpio (Oct 23 - Nov 21)
This is a positive New Moon for you, although it's not without a component of emotional drama. You like that you have a strong sense of who you are, what you want and what you don't. It's great that your perspective is so intense that you are willing to stand up for what you believe. But you need to tread softly now, for you could provoke a needless conflict if you resort to aggressively posturing over something that's just not that important. Channel your intensity into meaningful activities instead.
put things into perspective for me.
really.
I do have a strong sense of who i am
& i def. know what i want & DO NOT WANT.
but the main part that got me.
"but you need to tread softly now, for you could provoke a "needless conflict" if you resort to addressively "posturing over something that's just not that important".
basically get the fuck over it.
haha put my effort my time & my heart into something meaningful..
<3
xoxoxo.
tooodles.
vegastime
Sunday, June 21, 2009
This ones for you.
Dad.
happy fathers day.
i love my dad, alot.
Even though i tend to push him away sometimes.
He's basically the only thing i got.
He's the dad & mom.
Dad, your the besttt.
&& on another Note.
packing for vegas today.
cant wait to get away.
this is something i need.
& ima be shopping shopping shopping.
soooooooowoooot.
toodles.
XoXo.
-taylorrr.
happy fathers day.
i love my dad, alot.
Even though i tend to push him away sometimes.
He's basically the only thing i got.
He's the dad & mom.
Dad, your the besttt.
&& on another Note.
packing for vegas today.
cant wait to get away.
this is something i need.
& ima be shopping shopping shopping.
soooooooowoooot.
toodles.
XoXo.
-taylorrr.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
oh
how it used to be.
This looks lovely.
i'd love to live in a little alleyy way like this haha.
=].
i love photography.
i want to go to school for it.
<3
haha.
my imagination's endleeeeeeeeeeeeeeessssssssssssssssssss.
well i leave to las vegas on monday till thursday.
kinda excited, haven't been in AGES.
I think it will be good to get away from all thesee things in palmdale.
& when i come back.
fri-sat
EDFUCKINC!!!!
@%&!%*&^#(
wow.....soo amazed.
lets see what it has in store for me
i wonder who ill happen to run into.
100,000+ people.
& watchin benassi, kaskade, atb.etc
This looks lovely.
i'd love to live in a little alleyy way like this haha.
=].
i love photography.
i want to go to school for it.
<3
haha.
my imagination's endleeeeeeeeeeeeeeessssssssssssssssssss.
well i leave to las vegas on monday till thursday.
kinda excited, haven't been in AGES.
I think it will be good to get away from all thesee things in palmdale.
& when i come back.
fri-sat
EDFUCKINC!!!!
@%&!%*&^#(
wow.....soo amazed.
lets see what it has in store for me
i wonder who ill happen to run into.
100,000+ people.
& watchin benassi, kaskade, atb.etc
Friday, June 19, 2009
Thursday, June 18, 2009
life
one big game.
yes or no.
up or down.
i feel like this life is one big game
put upon this earth, to be played with.
its crazy how one little decision can make ONE HUGE outcome.
how should we know whats REALLY the "right choice".
you don't. it sucks. but "everything happens for a reason"
sometimes i just wish you could get a sample of the outcome.
The outcome can bring you pain,sadness, even tears, or it can bring you joy, happiness, and laughter.
life is a puzzleee i will never solve.
theirs always that missing piece.
maybeee the older we get the more puzzle pieces we get.
maybe we don't find out till the end.
i guess time willl tell.
fsgadiufahofsabdaNDUIG9RSEBI
confusion.
where are you?
yes or no.
up or down.
i feel like this life is one big game
put upon this earth, to be played with.
its crazy how one little decision can make ONE HUGE outcome.
how should we know whats REALLY the "right choice".
you don't. it sucks. but "everything happens for a reason"
sometimes i just wish you could get a sample of the outcome.
The outcome can bring you pain,sadness, even tears, or it can bring you joy, happiness, and laughter.
life is a puzzleee i will never solve.
theirs always that missing piece.
maybeee the older we get the more puzzle pieces we get.
maybe we don't find out till the end.
i guess time willl tell.
fsgadiufahofsabdaNDUIG9RSEBI
confusion.
where are you?
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
wow.
it's crazy how fast some things can change.
one minute were talking, the next we dont even know eachother.
i've been going through alot lately.
i dont know whats wrong with me.
why can't i ever get stuff right?
i keep pushing people out of my life.=/
it's crazy, do i want to be alone?
lost a bestfriend.... hmm?!
idk buttt im me & "him" i guess you can say, are completly over.
even though i think we never started.
=] but, thats life. it is what it is.
gotta get over it.
it will take time. but i just want us to be cool.
im tired of everything being so complicated.
"simplify your life"
im done with being sad.
it's all happyness from here on out.
& if something happens, thats life.
Forgive & forget.
laughter; makes my tummy happy.
& i'll leave it with a goodddd quote.
one minute were talking, the next we dont even know eachother.
i've been going through alot lately.
i dont know whats wrong with me.
why can't i ever get stuff right?
i keep pushing people out of my life.=/
it's crazy, do i want to be alone?
lost a bestfriend.... hmm?!
idk buttt im me & "him" i guess you can say, are completly over.
even though i think we never started.
=] but, thats life. it is what it is.
gotta get over it.
it will take time. but i just want us to be cool.
im tired of everything being so complicated.
"simplify your life"
im done with being sad.
it's all happyness from here on out.
& if something happens, thats life.
Forgive & forget.
laughter; makes my tummy happy.
& i'll leave it with a goodddd quote.
Friday, June 12, 2009
first;
♥
So, hmm?
First Blog?
Tired, last night was alright, chilled with different people & of course Ash.
WE JUST DONT GIVE A FUCK!
On the other hand what i do give TWO FUCKS ABOUT!....
I'm still doing my best to get him out of my mind. Why is it so hard?
It seems like this is an on going process & it's going to take time.
But why him? what was so special about him.
"I live to like you and I can't like you anymore. So when you get your heart splattered all over hell, and you're feeling really low and dirty don't run to me to help pull you back up. Because maybe for the first time in your life, I won't be there. - Pretty In Pink"
Why must we Adore those Who ignore us
& Ignore those Who Adore.
So, hmm?
First Blog?
Tired, last night was alright, chilled with different people & of course Ash.
WE JUST DONT GIVE A FUCK!
On the other hand what i do give TWO FUCKS ABOUT!....
I'm still doing my best to get him out of my mind. Why is it so hard?
It seems like this is an on going process & it's going to take time.
But why him? what was so special about him.
"I live to like you and I can't like you anymore. So when you get your heart splattered all over hell, and you're feeling really low and dirty don't run to me to help pull you back up. Because maybe for the first time in your life, I won't be there. - Pretty In Pink"
Why must we Adore those Who ignore us
& Ignore those Who Adore.
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