onlysomuch

let me tell you.....

theirs only SO MUCH one can handle

until, that person gives up.

and what will you do when their gone?

wish you had done something differently?

wish you payed attention to the signs, the cries?

what happenn's when it becomes too late?

what will you do?

go back to what your accustomed to?

i can't believe this.

this is NOT what i imagined for myself.

what have i done.

its pouring outside, im inside, music, technology, thoughts.

thinkingtoomuch

so im just gonna write in my blog, cuz im feelinng a bit emotional.
not extra emotional or anything, but just a tad bit.

of course it would be about the boy.
sometimes i just start thinking so much about all the things that could happen with us.
it's not a good think trust me i know.
sometimes i think way too much, i think it effects how the actual outcome is supposed to be.
i can't help it though.
theirs this quote i keep thinking about
"don't leave the one you love, for the one you like, cuz the one you like will leave you for the one they love"
i feel like maybe angie was the one kevin loved, and one day he'll leave me for her, just like he left her for me.
i honestly think me & kevin are so good for eachother.
i've never felt this way for a boy, i just wanna settle down with him, be with him all the time.
he's deffinatley a guy i wanna settle down for.
He lives in L.A & i dont even want to go out how i used to. It make's no sense. i dont know.
But i just hope im not the stupid one in the end. I hope i don't REALLLY get heartbroken from this. Maybe i should just think about the now. right now alll i can live is today.
in the future i guess we shall see....

today

went to kevins house with Ashley, my brother & eric.

It was good to see him and chill.

We also went the other day & slept over at his house. It was a great night with him.

<33

School starts on January 12th,FAWWWk, how am i gonna do it?

i dont know but i know im going to enjoy it.

LAst semester CRAZYYY>.< & it's gonna go hella quick.

then im on my own

new years.

wow, its crazy the year went so fassst;so many people passed, new things, happened, new boy,crazy drunken nights.raves like crazy, funny laughs. alot of memories i'll never forget.
it seems the older i get the better the years.
the year before & this year were amazing. two-thousand-ten: im ready.
[graduation year as well] ♥

wow
So Together As One 2010 was AMAZING. i had thee best night.
Spent it with kevin which is now official.
12/31/09 we were dating since august though.♥

through it all.
my ride or die bitch.
TAO 08-09 , TAO 09-10 [been their before th\e TAO's be their after them]

im ready for a new year. new start.

Old habit's die hard.

new year, got my bestfriend & my boyfriend. [=