She Know's What She Wants.

" She Know's What She Wants, And Just How To Get It"

♥




;]

ahhh.

it's good. real good.
haven't felt this good in forever.
i wanna pour all my heart out into it.
buuuuut, that will only make things complicated.
i knoww, its just a STRONG connection.
But... i wish it could be moreeee.
can't wait till hard.
9 days.

yesterday was fun.
don't feel like writing.
bye.

♥

Just the horoscopppe.

gooddgooodddddddgoooddddddd<3





Daily overview

Quickie
If there's something you want, you are approximately 125 percent likely to get it.
Overview
Whether you think of yourself as an introvert or an extrovert, today you can see that others find you fascinating. Your great personal energy is especially appealing to potential employers or romantic partners.



Daily extended


You pride yourself on being a master judge of character. At the moment, however, your talents in that department aren't quite fully operational. One minute in the company of that certain someone you've been thinking about nonstop will prove that to you. Better step back and take a deep breath, especially if you've been asked for a favor you know isn't quite on the up and up. There's nothing more memorable than strength.




Daily Love


If you're looking for new romance, now is the time to sneak out and see who's on the scene -- your magnetic energy is just about all you need. Well, that and a common language, most likely.


♥

ugh, why must i feel this way.

my mind is sofa king retarted.
so many thoughts.
i wish i didn't think so much.
period.


horoscope:
You may feel confused today because your visions come and go with such great ease. This seems like a blessing at first, but each time you settle in to drill down to the bottom of a thought, you are distracted by another series of ideas, making you feel as if you cannot reach any conclusions. Don't force anything now; just let your daydreams carry you along for a pleasant ride. You'll be able to get more traction tomorrow.
truetruetrue.

Don't hesitate to kick around ideas as the week begins. You'll find that you're exceptionally philosophical and insightful on Monday, which is the perfect match for your introverted, introspective mood. On Tuesday and Wednesday, your magnetic personality will win you admiration and affection. Use that burst of popularity to your advantage. On Thursday, Friday and the early part of Saturday, be cautious about taking risks. No matter who's cheering you on, if something seems too good to be true, it probably is. Later on Saturday and into Sunday, put your plans into action.

now..waiting....for you.

♥;

buhbyyee..

okay, so.

Didn't update you.
So, Friday.... mmhm was funfunfun.
Went to some kickbacks.
It was pretty cool.
=].

thhenn saturday.
Went to Relentless beats.
It was actually really dope.
i Had alot of fun.
It's crazy cuz i went with Crystal, Her friend Jessie, And my new friend Jerome.
haha he & crystal are just on my level.
lmao.=D
their dope.


I always tell people like why look for love in palmdale.
like i dont know how to explain it but i mean like theirs
BILLIONS of people in this world, "the one" for you could be somewhere else
thats why i dont even trip when i liked someone here and it didnt work out.
I feel like i need to get ouuut meet new guys.
& thee horoscope.

Overview
That feeling you've had recently? That this might not be the very best moment to let the world know about you two? As usual, you're right -- and while it may not be easy to continue keeping quiet, you should do everything you can to convince the other person concerned that it's your best bet. Hey, you know the expression about how anything good is worth waiting for? Sit tight.



i DONT GET HOW THEIR ALWAYS TRUE!
=D

& thee love one
Don't let your impulsivity get the best of you today. Before you pick up that phone or press send, consider your message. Is this really what you want to say? Think about the other person's point of view and tailor it from there.

ahhhhhh

IRRITATION!!!!.

i swearrr.
Just knowing, allll i wanted to do was be their for you.
Be the girl you could talk to for hours & never get tired.
Be the one you last talk to at night.
YES, all the mushy shit & i USUALLY HATE THAT SHIT!
i just don't get what it was with you.
maybe one day...just one day you'll look anddd not even think omg i liked her.
But i would have the satisfaction to know you though

dang that girl cared....ALOT

&& i'll look back and say...yeah i did. & why?
why, i'll never fully understand.
But it's kinda funny it feels like just the other day i was talking with nicole
& she says "you know just like you do with ever guy after, your gonna say omg why the fuck did i like him?" & i'd reply"yeah but this time it will be different"
& NOPE , it's EXACTLY THE SAME!
hahaha love, relationships, like, lustt, all in all it's fucking stupid to me & i'll never understand♥
gladly to say. im so much stronger... all these guy make me more and more prepared for the guy im gonna sacrifice it all for.
& i'm not looking for him......he's lookingforme♥
=D

&& another thing.
AHHHHH! you think EvERY GUY WANTS YOU!.
fuckk. it's irritating.
like it really irritates me
that i kept some shit lowkey, like ahh i cared.
& theirs just no way i could ever trust you.
" but i really care for you, those other girls don't mean shit"
yeah right.
save it.
like i tried to give you a chance, and you fucked up not once, but TWICE.
fuck thattt..
& to you.
your the fucking female version;]

welll, i haventt been upadating.
sooo what you've missed
welll since the last post i was happy around "him"
& now i havent talked to him since.
ahaha, i took my senior pictures yesterday.
ew i know i looked waaaackkk, ahah fuck it.
Then i went to nicoles, we were gonna go out but that didnt happpen.
So i went home got mad at my dad cuz he didnt get me mcdonalds lmaooo.
& so i met with ash and got some mmmm chicken nuggets
& now today.
tommmorrrow...to be continued..


oh & let me leave it with my horoscope.
you know I LOVE those.

Fiery Mars, your co-ruling planet, is pushing you to express your heart's desire, even if it's limited to the spoken word. Although you might not be completely satisfied with what happens, a passionate discussion with someone you love can open a door to deeper intimacy.

hmmmmm havent had that talk.
maybe it's tonite?
thats why i love them
they give me
H O P E.<3

&the yahoo one.
wow & fucking TRUE
Quickie
Why do you know so many secrets? Because you keep them better than almost anyone.
Overview
You sometimes find it hard to let people in so they can get to know the real you, but today, it's much easier. It's a great time to make new friends or bring the ones you have a little closer.

Overview
Your sign is known for its magnetism and the innate ability to tempt anyone into doing just about anything by simply suggesting it in 'that way.' So when someone you find absolutely irresistible walks by, you'll do everything in your power to entice them into spending some time with you. If they're already yours, so much the better. Still, you won't work any less hard or any less charmingly, and they'll be just as infatuated as they were the first time you wooed them. If they're not yours, well, let's just say that situation won't last for very long at all.




oh one more thing.
Happy LATE birthday nicole.


xoxoxoxoxo TAYLUHHH♥

uhhh>_<

So, yesterday?
woke up at about 9 o'clock.
GEEZE; that's SO earlyy.
how am i going to do it for school?
i have NO clueeee.=/.
But school does star soon. August 10th?
well, i got physcology, photography,art,economics,english, & this
wackasss class that im switching for t.a.
I'm Lowkey excited but not reallly.
Yesterday their was NO ONE i'd be interested in hanging out with
i Hopppee Ashley goes.!=D

okayyy & as for the night time.
Went to judy's with nicole.
& wee went to Jon's bday "LOWKEY" kickback.
hahaha. "he" was their.
& it's TOTALLY not like that
but i'm just sooo happy when im around him.
Even if we are'nt talking. As long as he's their at the same place
as mee. it makes me so happy.
Sometimes i act a little dumb in front of him.
& with those texts.
Oh god KILL ME
=O haha.
Well it's lifeeeeeee.
But i need to STop doing that.
OHMYGOD.
will i ever fullyyyy get over it?
baha.
well.
mmmhm
i ♥ you bestfriend.


ahaha i love it.

life.

"life's too short, Live to the fullest"



life really is too short to worry about bullshit.
you never know how fast life can be taken from you.


Yesterday Jacob & Josh Bosley Died in a car accident.
wow, it's crazy.
So many deaths this year.
All i can do is thank god im still alive.
life really is beautiful, and im happy to walk upon it.
But to the lost ones, your in my thoughts.

Sunday July 19th.
"You are a lover of the mystery of life, yet sometimes you long for straightforward answers. Unfortunately, there's no easy way out; you must be satisfied exploring for a solution to your questions, rather than finding exactly what you're looking for today. However, keep in mind that this is not about giving up; it's about letting go."

♥

Goodbye.

letttgo.

mmhmm. wow.
yesterday me & ashley got into thee biggest fight
i thought we we're never going to talk again, honestly.
But we could'nt live without eachother.
haha i sound like her boyfriend.
NO! it's juusst NO ONE'S on her level.
NO ONE understand's me like her.
& she knows EVERYHTHING.
she's the only one i want by my side until the end.
♥

&& as for what i did.
I went to evelyn's house yesterday[weird i know].
but it actually wasn't that bad.
she's chill & down to earth.
ended up sneaking out allll last minutee.
went to a little kickback, pretty cool.
Saw davey!. it was whatever though.
the feelings are just dead.
like it's so hard to explain.
buttt leemme show you my horoscope.
"It's time you let yourself let go of past grudges, suspicions or hard feelings, and realize that life is too short to get caught up in petty games. "
GOD! horoscopes are SO true, i wonder who does them lol.


=]
eyedeekay.

ill figure this out one day.
xoxoxo.
bye.

dont forgive& dont forget

WHAT THE FUCK CAUSE YOU SHOULD FEEL BAD WHAT THE FUCKKK I'M GROUNDED CAUSE OF YOU. MY WHOLE FUCKING SUMMER CAUSE OF YOU. AND ALL THETIMES WHEN I WENT OUT WITHOUT YOU DID YOU GROUNDED CAUSE OF ME? NO YOU FUCKING DIDN'T I'M NOT PLAYING NO GAMES WTF YOU FUCKING SERIOUSLY RUINED EVERYTHING FOR ME. ASK ANYONE I WILL NEEVR FUCKING GET OVER IT. YOU CAN'T FUCKING CONTROL YOUR DRINKING DON'T FUCKING DRINK I EXPECT YOU TO FUCKING BE HERE FOR ME AND FUCKING STILL TALK TO ME BUT UNFORTAUNTLY YOUR IN YOUR OWN LITTLE WORLD CAUSE YOU GOT AWAY WITH MY BROTHER NOT FUCKING TELL YOUR DAD WHAT HAPPENED AT MY HOUSE. AND YOU SERIOUSLY DON'T CARE ALL YOU WANNA DO IS BLOW THIS TO THE GUTTERS BUT HELLO I CAN'T AND TO TOP IT OFF I CAN'T EVEN GO TO HARD AND WERE NOT EVEN GOING TO THE SAME EXACT SCHOOL ANY FUCKING MORE. LIKE WTFF YOU GUYS THINK MY BROTHER IS GONNA GET OVER THIS BULLSHIT IT'S NOT GOING TO GET OVER IT, HE YELLS AT LIKE EVERY FUCKING TIME AND DAY HE FUCKING SEES ME CAUSE HES SO UPSET. WTFFFF AND OF COURSE YOU GUYS CAN CARE LESSS. DOESN'T MATTER GIRLS WILL BE GIRLS.



"ashley m batugo"

it's all over

point blank.
what once was the happiest friendship of my life, is over.
& nothing can make it go back to the way it was.
NOTHING. sometimes a line can be crossed & thats the end of it.
you crossed that line.
you meant so much to me.
i've always been their for you ALWAYS.
ive tried my hardest at least
& you question me like.
makes me thingk if you ever really cared.
goodbye.

gee

wow.
life is a trip.

fucking up.
what the fuck's
im sorry's
tears.
=/.

i do it so much.
till i feel numb & happy.
it's becoming a habit.
its taking over.

getting my life on track no more.
i love my bestfriend
she keeps me going.
♥
no one can replace her



Back in the day.
<3
tilll forever..

"i'm sorry for making you cry. i didn't mean too, it's hard to forget things that once made you smile. i try not to think about death, but there isn't a day where i can't & don't. The thoughts in my head..sometimes it makes me think i need help. but won't take it"
=/

slowly.....but surely♥

well, it's getting easier.
the talk we had was unbeliiiiievable.
i was so shocked, & not happy shocked, disappointed shocked.
"it is what it is"
andd you really can't do anything to change it.
i just need to lettt out allll my emotions, say EVERYTHING.
i'm ready for that. i've already put everything on the line.
their's nothing for me to lose.
a little bit longer.....

summer's going kinda fast

i've been having a bomb time though.
i actually am ready for school this year.
i feel it's gonna be good.
ahhhh but thing's always change, we'll see about that.

give me the unexpected;
"Don't resist what you hear today; take it into your heart and be ready to grow."

mhm!

Scorpio (Oct 23 - Nov 21)
Although you may be more positive about where things are going in your life, you aren't ready to let go of all your concerns. You know that your success depends upon moving carefully now; if you proceed too fast, you could jeopardize what you have already gained. Keep your attention focused on the ultimate goal, but watch where you walk as you take one cautious step after another.

possible

that it can all be wonderful, sweet the sound as all the stars come crashing down<3
"The day is calling you,
Roll out and start anew
Wïpe your weary eyes and tumble out of the sky
Out of the sky"

music really does make me happy.
i appreciate it.
<3

so today on july 2nd.
idk why i said the date haha.
but i woke up happy.
haven't woke up like this in a long time.
but i think everythings going to be alright.
who knows i am very bipolar lol.
but hopefully this is a new start.
i've said all i can say.
& soon one day you'll realize
i just hope im not stupid enough to think thats what i want.
lets just leave it at
today is a good day.