mmmhm.

thinking about him more than ever, now that i can't have him.

i wish you can get what you want.

i just wanna be happy with someone.

i NEVER want relationships.

but i just want something new. someone i can look forward to seeing everyday.

someone i can hug everyday when i'm feeling down

wishin' it could be him... but wishes..

i already know those are pointless.

"The thing about addiction is it never ends. Well,because eventually, whatever it is that was getting us high stops feeling good and starts to hurt. Still, they say you don't kick the habit until you hit rock bottom, but how do you know when you're there? Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us, sometimes letting go hurts even worse".

i do "wish" to see you again.

soon...but i know it will only make things harder.

..i texted him today.& he texted once, didn't text back.

he's over it...why cant i be?

i deleted his number....i need to delete my facebook.

im just scared of loosing contact of him completely..

i dont want him out of my life.. but i guess he already made that decision.

ughh........why do i care?

buhbyeeeee......

♥