trouble;

trouble. that song make's me think....like alot.
im just not prepared for life.Everything's getting out of hand.
This life's got a hold on me.
i feel lonely, i feel ugly, i feel pitiful, i feel useless, i feel dependent, and poor.horrrrrrrible words.
=[.
why must i get like this.
I need things to fall into place.

i wished at 11:11 lastnite, and realized something.
I wish the same EXACT thing every night.
& my wish NEVER comes true.
It makes me lose all hope in wishing.
=/ But wishing is one thing that gives me hope.


it reminds me of this quote: i thought was so cute.
"i missed 11:11 by one minute last night, I think that's fate's way of saying i don't need to wish for you anymore."♥

I HATE THAT I CARE ABOUT MY APPEARANCE.

I HATE THAT I WANT TO KNOW HOW YOU'RE DOING.

I HATE THAT I'LL NEVER HAVE A STEADY RELATIONSHIP.

I HATE THAT I CAN'T GET THIS LIFE RIGHT.

I HATE THAT I HATE.

WHAT'S NEXT?



a n o t h e r p i e c e o f h o p e.

Saturday, August 1, 2009
Scorpio (Oct 23 - Nov 21)
You are feeling the stresses and strains of an emotional conflict that can almost reach an eruption point today. But expressions of jealousy and envy are probably based on unrealistic fears and insecurities, so don't give in to them too quickly. Shifting your thinking from a model based on scarcity to one built on abundance can loosen the tangled knot that is preventing you from taking the next big step in your life.








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hear me out 11:11