november twelth

♥November 12th.

The "we" is no a seperate "you" & "i".

"We", are no longer a "we".

i made it clear to what i expected.

First, you tell me im what you want, then you're not sure if your over her and say we should and i quote,"wait till im 100 percetn over her or to see what happens that way if we try something i could give you 100 of my time and feelings".

what kind of bullshit?....what kind of girl do you think i am.

Their is someone out their who will give me 100% of their time RIGHT NOW. Not make me fucking wait for it, thats bullshit if thats what you want me to go through for you.

sorry, but thats not how i am.

yeah i act like i dont care, but thats not the case.

you were different than any guy i've met, besides the whole hurting me thing[that's not new].

But the way you cared.

I hope she give's you everything you ever asked for, i hope she treats you like your her only one. I hope she gives you the WORLD. Because obbviously im lacking somewhere in that department.

"im tired of giving it my all and getting nowhere"

you just couldn't have really thought i'd take that, wait for when your ready, and over her, and then just pick it right back up.

& to you, HAVE HIM, i know he'll treat you GREAT, even though from the looks of things

you can fucking care less.

People dont understand when they have a good thing right in front of them. & i hope what you remember in the end is how good i treated you, how i was always their, and most of all,

how you let me go.

cuz i wont forget.

you also put drugs in front of me, & dont have your shit together.

figure it out, this is your one and only life, drugs will be their forever.

but i dont know, who am i to say anything, afterall im nothing but another face.

♥

life, man. i just wanna make it.

this is obviously MY CONSTANT thought.

ehh tooooo much to think about, time to do homework.

Fuzzy fest pleasssseeee!!!

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