ahhh...ideeeeekay

so, i'm a little confused on what to do?

Okay, like we're not techniqually "talking"... but we're "talking"

hmm i don't really know if that really makes sense.

hmm something about the absense of his presence makes me sad.

idunno if its that i TRULY like him, or i need someone their to get me through the days?

we talk all the time, and he ALWAYS make's the initiative, but sometimes i get mad and think like where the fuck is she? like why do you need me here..

I'm going to stop responding to him & see how he responds towards me.

i've heard once you pull away, they pull in.

hahaha. funny how it works.

ahhh school's been whatever.

Nocturnal's in

9 dayssssss

heeeeeeeeeeeey♥;

i can't wait.

i bought blue & white boot covers.

i'm saving money to buy white fishnets a blue bow and jewelry for the face. lmao.

its kinda sadddd how all this moneys waisteddd on raving, but it's so worth it.

=]....

but god do i have alottttt of neccessities.

haa.

...i cant give in.

& to you.

& not in that way "my heart will always belong to you"
as in a friend.
i know you understand that though.
you understand everything.
ps. i misss you.
come home.

thats all for today.

xoxo....

taylor.

<3