No Guarenteeeees

The Crazy thing about life....is it come's with no guarentess.

You aren't guaremteed anything. You have to work for what you want & its not easy.

I'm so determined to have a good life, and make something outta myself.

But it's gonna be so hard.I really wish i could have done better with school.

Moneys really everything. I found out i wanna go to SDSU. San diego state university.

it's like my fream school now, and i'd do anything to get in.

The college life is something i've always dreamed about.

I think im going for criminal justice & psycology. gonna be alot of work.

but "i just wanna be, i just wanna be successfull"-drake.♥

haha.

"She said she wanna have a family, raise kid's someday;

Like out in Beverly Hills, She wanna live someday.♥"

-NAS

Mhm. So yesterday, kevin asks for forgiveness blah blah blah, he miss me & all this.

It sucks like why can't i have someone that's always here.

i NEED that support & this is just not gonna work for me.

& it's crazy to think that what im trying to get outta aria.

But it's crazy when you see it from a different perspective.

Aria's thinking what im thinking with kevin & im thinking what kevins thinking with me for aria

BAHAHA damn confusing.

Aria makes me feel stupid. :[

& i hate it; he just got me, no joke.,

I KNOW. distance fucks everything up.

He always tell me he wished i lived their. & i should move.

But i don't even think he's serious like i would be.

Im so serious when i say im saving a spot for him.

like i wanna try it with him i just feel like something good can come out of it & it it doesnt at least we had something once. i just wantt him.

He's so fucking smart, & different & i love that, it attracts me so much.

♥

DAMMIT IM R E T A R D E D.

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fuckkkk;

i should just not think of any boys at all.

im always without one.why should i need one.

welll, it's almost friday hallefuckinlujah lmao.♥

goodbye.

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