lifee;

And now more deaths have come upon us.

R.i.p Andres, Rj.

I'm glad i got to know you two.

Andres i'll never forget all the texts & how sweet you were.

I DO believe in fate.

The day we met.

Me & Ashley were not plannning to see ray at all.We were out and about with money and fame i think, and for some reason ray kept texting me telling me to meet up with him.

i didn't think it'd actually happen. but "coincidencally ray, rj, and andres were by the mall just like us. They told us they'd pick us up. So we get dropped off at Albertsons. They come and this is the day me and ashley truly meet them.

We went to the lake. How random, on the first night we met. It was all around good vibes. They we're so funny. All i can remember is laughs from that night. Andres told me i'd seen him at a party before, he asked me to dance, and i said he was too short. "blame it on the alcohol" =[. Andres you'd never be too short.

I miss you guys truly.

& you'll forever be in my hearts.

I realized that when i was little i never thought of the things you'd see throughout your life.But thats just it.It's life, you're going to see everything that is has to offer, and what it has in store.You're going to see death's of people you'd NEVER think would leave you, you'll lose friends, and gain friends you'd never think you'd meet,certain things in life will show you what you truly believe in, you'll realize that their probably has only been one friend in your life that you know you can always count on. Your gonna go through countless guys until you find someone for you. Your gonna get your heartbroken. But everyone dies,people change, feelings change, you grow up, everything changes.& THATS LIFE.i'm gonna look at this as inspiration to do m best & to be a better person.If you tell me i cant, im gonna tell you watch me.I hate people that doubt me.I wont let you convince me i wont make it.i will be somebody.& ill do it all for me.

rip also to araceli & stephen.

i didnt know you but im sure your friends, loved ones, and families will miss you all.

Ray; i love you so much, you're such a good person. Im sorry you've lost 6 of your friends.

& two of your bestones at that. You deserve more, and i know you can't see this.

But....keep your head up♥