hey boy

Hey boy, when we first met on the 31st and it was Halloweeen you know what i mean.
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awh, today is the day, hallloweeeen, Monster massive.I love halloween. Everyone dresses up, it's like we're all little kids again.We can be whatever we want, wear whatever we want, its just so fun.Maybe thats why i like raves so much.Because its like everyday's halloween, people reguraly dress in costumes, and wear what they want, act how they want, its the world you go to, to escape the "real world" have fun for a bit, relax.This month didn't really feel halloweenish, i wonder if it's cuz the older we get the less spirited we are. Things were so different when you were little, time went by so slow.The years took foorrrrevver to pass, and now it feels like i was counting down yesterday

10, 9, 8 , 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 happy new years.

this year, so far, just two more months to go, but it was amazing. More than i could have asked for.i really do have it good, cant complain much, and that will be my new years resolution, no regrets, just live life, and never complain, okay maybe not NEVER, but dont sweat the small stuff.Lifes good, and im so happy to be apart of what ive been apart of.

when im old and wrinkly[ if i make it that long, fingers crosses]ill look back and remember everything and just laugh.I wont know all my old friends anymore, i'll wonder what they did with their life, if they made it, if they passed away, if they have kids, what they did with their life, and im sure some will wonder about me.but ill always remember my wondeful childhood, all the dumb mistakes i made, the dumb boys i chose, all the missions, the things my parents wouldnt approve of, the crazy shit we talked about, experienced, and saw.ill remember,and i hope they all will too.

one more year and im finally "an adult" on my own, and i hope i accomplish alot in my time, i hope to go far, and never give up, my dreams are so big, but i want this so bad.& if me and you arent friends anymore, which lets face the truth, we probably wont be.ill never forget the laughs, dumb jokes, stupid fucked up nights, the fights, the boys, everything.

illl remember how we felt the same, we could read eachother's minds, you had my back i had yours,and that at one point you were the only thing that helped me through the days, i hope you can sit back and say the same.

If we dont talk, i hope you remember all the times you thought i was being mean, and realize it was me trying to help you, trying to make you into the person i know you want to become, and i hope you get everything you need in the future.until then.

lifes good.