Wow, seeing someone i once laughed with, someone i once hugged, someone i once texted, someone i cared about lying their dead.
Something i can't explain. I can't believe it.
It was good closure, i needed it to put me to rest.
He's gone. For good, now all we can do is accept it.
Einar gave a speech that had me in tears.
He said he had a weird feeling about it.
& for some reason andres & stephen & rj & all of them we're talking about funerals and that Andres himself said he wanted a party. The day before it happened.
Einar said he didn't know for some reason he just wanted to chill with them on friday. They didnt go out they juct chilled together. he said he didnt say much just sat back"& watched them like a slow movie, like as if he was watching their last day together" and it was his last day.
He said he knows andres is...happy.
No matter what i love you andres. You were so loved by many. Your videos were countless & so funny. you were once of a kind & will never be forgotten.♥
The end.
friends; it seems as if i have NONE.
i have no one to fall back on.
We're growing apart as the day's go by.
You never tell me stuff anymore, you spend your days trying to get closer with other people, making sure your friendship with them is good.
It's like the more fights we have the least our friendship becomes.
Maybe throughout highschool your supposed to lose all your friends?
idunno. but i know one thing.
YOU CAN ONLY DEPEND ON YOURSELF.
& thats a fact.
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