i havent

been writing lately.

so let me tell you about my weekend.

Or friday i guess, because that's the only day i went out.Went to the hall. It was pretty fun. [=.

Hopefully theirs more.

I can't believe monster massive is next saturday.

My costume came, raggady anne, i love it. Good thing i looked forever for it.

Wow, this month went by so fast, this YEAR went by so fast.

The closer i come to the end of the year scares me more and more.

I just wanna do something with my life, i want to go to college, and make a career, i wanna be successful, and getting closer and closer to the real world scares the hell outta me.

Im scared i wont make it.

I know it takes alot, but i dont know if a college would accept me, and if id be able to support myself, money, needs and all that.

I dream of being in a city one day.

Even l.a would be great. i just wanna have all my shit together, and i wanna do something

i hope one day to walk in the city , and say i made it.

dreams dreams dreams, ughh.

When your little they dont really prepare you for life.

Its kinda crazy how it works.

Its like 0-18 thats the easy part 18-100 your on you own, you make it or you dont.

people die, people drop out, do drugs, and some are successful.

and you, you've been going a little overboard lately

I care for you so much, DUH your my bestfriend.

and i know you'll read this.

But it's like this is the time in our life to have our priorities in check.

To know what we're doing, and its like the closer it comes the less you care.

I just dont want you falling behind, because i wanna make it,and id enjoy it alot more if i made it with you.

to tell the whole world WE did it.

We'll prove em wrong.

just think about what you want for your future.

cuz it scares me everyday.