so havent been writing, basically just going to update the last few things i've gone through or done.
well, kevin. the last time i wrote i said i feel used, all that.Well we talked everything out and longggggg talks, about everything with us. I told him i was done, leave me alone, i never wanna speak to him again; but he ended up persuading me to give him one more chance. He said he wants me not her, he'll do anything to prove it, all this.
i guess you just have to know our relationship to know that he is telling the truth.i DO believe he wants me, he tries very hard everyday to keeep our relationship strong. & thats why i like him so much its a 50/50 relationship, and we both put in a whole lot of effort. He really is something i've looked for in a guy, he's amazing. Sometimes i doubt him, and i doubt my feelings towards him, but it's like everywhere i go now i mention him at least once, im always talking to him, and if not.. thinking about him. As of now, things are good, really good, and i plan to keep them that way.We've had our ups and downs, but ive noticed having him around makes me happy all the time, he makes me a better person. I can't even go back & remember days without him.♥
so winterfresssssssssh.Very dope. Nuff said[=
This weekend.
Friday: illumiNOT. Tried going to this five dollar rave, it got shut down so went to san pedro and went to a hooodddd ass party with my bitch barb & karen & nach. ahaha
Saturday: Nights into dreams. First rave in palmdale, and an actual one. At first it was wack then lowkey i felt like i was at a rave in san bernadino ahah. it was fun.
& things just arent the same.
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